5 seconds...

“I love you rain” I screamed aloud and looked up at the sky, releasing my hands from the brake.

5 seconds later…..

I saw myself sleeping on the road and a few meters away, the bike was also sleeping with oil leaking out from it. Behind it was my friend Abhi, the poor guy who was seated behind me. He too laid on his tummy with his hands stretched like the lord Jesus. It looked as if he was taking blessings from the road divider (lol). Later we discovered that we were lucky enough to be spared with just minor injuries.

Maintaining my same posture on the road, I shouted loudly- “I love you rain” again.

Abhi greeted me with stones and said- “You and your idiotic rain.”

“Sorry dude, the bike slipped and I couldn’t control it.”

“Which fool has given you driving license??? Did u bribe???”

“Who said I have one? hehe” I replied with a childish smile.

Anyways, before any trucks run over us, we got up and started the bike and left. On his strict orders, I slipped to the back seat. It was me who had insisted this concept called ‘outing-when-it’s-raining’. Anyways, we continued. The ride was dumb for a while.

I was losing patience, so asked- “Where are we heading to? Coffee Day or Barista?”

“We would have been traveling to hell if a truck or something was behind us when we fell on road.” He corrected “sorry, when you made us fall.” He looked ungratified and said- “We are heading straight to home where you will order for pizzas.”

“ Alright! Anything if you are paying.”

“I’m not going to pay. Who the hell implemented this concept? It’s such a pain in my ass to ride on wet roads. You are going to pay.”

“Why does a round pizza come in a square box?” I asked him... :P

I never get answers for my innovative questions. Anyways, we continued our silence. I felt like I was dancing. I mean, the way he rides the bike is flagitious. If this fellow had a driving license then what else could be more insulting for our mother India?

Later sometime to my left I saw a temple and asked him – “Shall we meet the god?”

“F**k u. One more word from you and will be on your journey to meet god in person.”

I found that line very funny- Meet god in person..!! I was making him irritate by repeating the same word again and again like joker did in the movie Batman.

After 15 minutes, we almost reached home, and he was turning the bike into the street in John Abraham style.
And I shouted- “oye… oye...Look out you, ass....”

5 seconds later………….

I found myself sleeping on the road with the pavement as my pillow. A few meters away, the bike was sleeping with the remaining oil leaking out. And Abhi was again taking blessings from the road divider.

Lonely!!!

I don’t hear anyone,
No children shouting and playing,

It’s so lonely out here, but it’s so peaceful…
I’m broken and sick inside,
but I feel much more beautiful than ever.

It’s not bad to disappear sometimes.

May be I like being in the middle of nowhere.
May be I enjoy forgetting what everyone looks and sounds like.
May be I don’t mind…

May be I feel good about changing myself
and May be, just May be I pretend to be happy here.

I look different, but somehow somewhere I feel the same.
Everything is still changing & everyone is still breathing,
the loneliness remains inside me forever.

Forgiveness does not change the past, but it does enlarge the future.

As I look into your eyes

I see the pain and hurt I have given you

You seek the pain because of the trust u have on me

I'm sorry for the times you have cried,

And the loneliness you felt inside

I am sorry that I walked into your life, gave you hope and not fulfilled your dreams.

Can you please give me a fresh start?

I wanna try and cure your wounded heart

I realize I said things which are hard to forget, its true

I love you forever till my last breathe

you will forever be in my life

because you are my sister for life

I promise I will not do the things which make you sad

I am SORRY, please have a look at me, I am waiting for you!

I'm all alone!!!

It’s been a long time when I visited this place last. No I was not busy, not at all busy; In fact I felt I was totally free and wasted few days back.

I write to you today, as a broken man. I am disgusted, my faith in humanity shattered. I feel violated and unclean. What I am about to say may shock some of you. It may anger many. My tale is not for the faint of heart.

Lately I’ve been getting very irritable, isolated, anger and feeling very lonely. I feel I’m at my wit's end and just can't seem to find any answers. I feel ashamed and embarrassed and keeping my feeling's to myself. I am starting to think people are getting tired of hearing the same old crap from me so now I am starting to withdraw which causes me to get even more angry and frustrated. I was asked one time when was the last time I was happy....I couldn’t answer that. I don't think I’ve ever been happy or so called normal and am beginning to believe I was meant to be this way. I’m pissed, angry, irritable, alone, tired and just want it all to go away. Searching for answers but don't know where to search!!!!

The darkness surrounds me as I feel trapped like the world is caving. I can’t even escape to my thoughts anymore even they have turned black. I’m slipping again just as I thought my roller coaster was getting to stop and it always starts again. All the little things that happen to me… all build up and my brain collapses due to the pressure and its slowly starts killing me.

It looks like there are only few persons I can count on are my best friend and my sister cum friend.... But I still feel alone... like no one will care if I was to die tomorrow... Every day I deal with a lot of people that act like they care me but they don’t! My so called friends... lol...feel like they turn their back on me..."brothers from another mother...” That’s what we use to say... People wonder why I show no mercy ...speak my mind and how I feel.... That’s coz pain is my weakness leaving the body...and my heart been burnt so many times I don’t know the difference....I guess you can say I am a cold hearted nagger....

God Spot???

Hey guys! I just want to share something with u…. I came across this article while surfing so wanted to share.

My views on this are totally mixed!!!

But thought it was an interesting topic indeed!!!

Just spend your few minutes reading this….

www.whatisnonduality.com/brainmind/is_there_a_god

So do u think religious experiences are induced by stimulating a spot on our brains???

Kasab- Naam tho suna hoga!!!

‘Mohammad Ajmal Amir Kasab’ the so called only survivor from the pack of Pakistani terrorists who attacked Mumbai on November 26th, 2008.

This celebrity presently is stationed in the Prestigious Arthur Jail. He is guarded with security more than our PM. He has become a Heartthrob of all the national Media.

I don’t understand why we are feeding this blood sucking leech!

Why don’t we just shoot him???

Do you people know the cost spent on him daily?? It’s Rs.2500 per day!!! Don’t get shocked with this… the total trial may even cross more than Rs. 1 crore depends on how long the trial lasts.

How insulting is it to see a coward smirking in the courtroom in front of the judge, police and other audience. Isn’t this disgusting to see something like this? Why is all this happening? Who is responsible for this embarrassment?

It is surprising to see that our Indian govt. is bringing up the question of kasab’s age. The crime he has committed is not of adolescence’s age, it cannot be unforgettable no matter of what his age is. He should be treated like a mass murderer and be punished. If we are lenient or show mercy on him then we will be opening the gates of floods of such cases. These terrorists create havoc in our country.

Do u know how old was Khudiram Bose when he was hanged by britishers?

He was hanged for fighting against the British for our freedom for planting and throwing bombs when he was only 16yrs. Why the age bar has come into affect now?

Why the hell is trail needed? Who do u trial? Is he an Indian to be trialed? Is this playing with justice or is this just a mockery? I believe the trial is needed only when someone needs to be proved guilty of crime. Does he really need to be proved guilty? I don’t think so as the whole nation has seen him on television watching him perpetrate. He was involved in a 60 agonizing hours long gun battle with police, ATS and commandos. He and his partner Abu Ismail hijacked a police vehicle killing a brave police officer ASI Ombale. Is this not apparent that he has committed more than a crime?

Ridiculous!

What is there to decide still?? Just hang him…

Knowing all these why kasab is enjoying this so called legal procedures? Is it the case that Indian govt. showing the world that how humble we are? If it so then it is shame to have this kind of humbleness. The system itself needs an amendment. This is the actual time the system needs to be incorporated with the laws that allows leach like kasab to be punished.

Please let’s not let him make a mockery of our judicial system and remain an under trial for years and years.

I wanted him to be hanged live on all the channels, when u wake up in the morning and you change the channels…. Each and every channel should show the same. We have seen more than 160 people dying in 26/11 attack, what the pain in seeing one fucker die.

If my life gives me a chance to see that rascal I will surely piss on his face.

God! I never believed in you…. If u believe in me please do give me a chance.

D-day...?

Reading my friends status in one of the SNS reminds me of something that i dont want to remember. It’s about 2012 prediction. Look… I still have my anxiety a bit. And remembering about the prediction really makes me happy.

How many of u believes in doomsday...? That is to say there will be an end to this world on a specified day?

I have heard and read a lot about the doomsday, that is, 21st December, 2012.

First of all Nostradamus prophecies do not produce a clear picture of what he wants to say, he keeps a suspect in mind and his so called future can be applied at a time to many things.
And about the dooms day...is still a question and every day many discussions are going on this topic about this the so called d-day. But no satisfactory solution has till now evolved.
We don’t have answer to every question....

Let’s see some of many reasons which say that the world will end on 21-December-2012.

First comes is the Mayan Calendar: This crazy calendar was invented in the year 3114BC. This calendar will end on 21-12-2012.

The I-Ching: The ancient astrology procedure.

The Planet-X: Scientists do not believe in the above two threats.
Scientists believe in the threat that might occur with Planet-X also called Nibiru.

Going deep in this the third threat: Planet-X was discovered in 1984, at an estimated distance of about 50 billion miles from Earth giving an intention to the scientists that there will be no harm to the Solar System by this planet. In the year 1992 Planet-X was seen 7 Billion miles from the earth which means that Planet-X has traveled 43 billion miles in 8 years, from then the distance of Planet-X from Earth is now where specified. However analysis says that Planet-X will hit the Solar System by 2012-December-21.

Yes, you read correctly, in some way, shape or form, the Earth (or at least a large portion of humans on the planet) will cease to exist. Stop planning your careers and be sure to spend the last years of your life doing something you always wanted to do but never had the time. Now you have the time, three years of time, to enjoy yourselves before… the end.

The Mayans, made a calendar, which is believed to be calculatively and predictively more accurate than even our own calendar calculations and predictions. After that, some people in past, before the arrival of Jesus Christ also predicted the same date, that is, 21st December, 2012, for the destruction of the mankind. In shastras also, the end of the Kal Yuga due to "Pralay" is mentioned. The last year of the Mayan Calendar is 2012.Moreover, "I-Ching", one of the finest methods to predict the future, also has its last date as 21st Dec, 2012. And now, the NASA scientists give the theory of the POLE SHIFT during the December month of 2012. They say that the pole shift has taken 3 times before on the earth also (indicating the past three yugas). They say during the pole shift, the Sea level will rise unexpectedly and unimaginably high and the whole of the land will be submerged into water, finishing the whole mankind.

The idea of doomsday is for centuries... the point is... How do those people know (Islam 1500 years ago and Christianity 2000 years ago) the things we know now...?

So who told them about these things? Ancestors? Who told Ancestors?

How extremely intelligible of the person who created this "theory".

Earth was formed millions of years back. How can anyone expect it to cease to exist in the next 3 years?? It has to be a gradual process.

If it is so very evident to happen, has anyone come up with infallible proof of how it will happens?

How can the sea water increase so much? Can anyone expect all of the ice in the Polar Regions to melt in 3 more years? Not quite possible.

If it is really going to happen, all the nations will start building alternate means of survival on the water , what’s the big deal in that right?