You fool… Injured again? Happy?
Wow! What a way to ask… Just leave it. I don’t want you to be here.
What’s new in that?
Still… better u leave me alone.
What still? Don’t make excuses.
Hmm…
Hello? Say something… I know u can talk.
The way ur talking is making me more irritating and ur asking me to respond? How can you even think of it? Don’t you know anything?
Yes! I know…
Then why the hell are you asking me again? Go leave me alone.
You’re already alone. How much loneliness you want?
Hmmm…..
If I also leave you alone then who will take care of you my dear sweet heart?
You call this caring? Great! Thanks a lot… I don’t need your advices or your shoulders to cry upon.
Who’s giving away? Me? No. I am just asking you something.
What something? There’s nothing hidden from you. Don’t you know that? I have lost faith and interest. I don’t want anything, anyone… All I want is a place where I can stay up alone leaving all this shit and go for a long deep sleep so that no one or no matter can make me awake. And now I know you wanted to call me a loser, useless or any of your crap again. Well call me anything… it doesn’t matter me anything. I have become quite numb.
Numb? If you have become numb then you would have never felt yourself this way.
Hmm…
Is this the first time that you feel like dying?
NO!
Then what’s new in this? You felt like this similarly before and you came out of it later, don’t you?
Never like this. But somehow similar, it’s all because I am attached to few things that don’t allow me to leave anything and follow what I want. But it took a lot of time for me to realize.
Look around! You’re no special. There are so many crying souls like you.
I know. Stop your lecture.
Let me complete… what I am saying is that there are so many souls in this world and how are you different?
So?
So… if you behave the same way like them then what’s the difference between you and those morons? You feel that your pain is something that no one can understand. But who actually wants to know? None!
Don’t ever compare me with anyone…. Yea there is no one in this world who could understand me, that’s why I don’t want to live in this world. I have all rights to do what I want… better you don’t interfere.
You have that right, Fine! But you don’t have any right to ardor which is not yours.
Ohkk…. Next?
What next? Do what ur good at.
I’m good at nothing.
Don’t be a pessimist! Desire for something good…
Desire? Lol… you just now said not to ardor for something which is not yours then what’s the need of thinking about the things which I already have? You know something? You yourself are more confused than me.
Guess your right! But one thing I know for sure is that if anything you dream that ll be yours someday or the other.
Rofl… lol.. hahaha…. =))
Will u shut up?
I wont… if u can say whatever you wanted? Why cant i?
Because I am your senior.
Senior? In what way? We entered this life together.
No my dear idiot! Whose level is higher? Mine coz I am at the top.
Then why do u come down and show ur interest on me?
Becoz no one else loves u, in fact no one else can ever love u more than I do... ;-)
P.S: This is a conversation between me and my soul... I dnt knw why i pen down all my boring stuff here, but my depressed mind always wants to let out something of it and i dnt have any other place.
