Lonely!!!

I don’t hear anyone,
No children shouting and playing,

It’s so lonely out here, but it’s so peaceful…
I’m broken and sick inside,
but I feel much more beautiful than ever.

It’s not bad to disappear sometimes.

May be I like being in the middle of nowhere.
May be I enjoy forgetting what everyone looks and sounds like.
May be I don’t mind…

May be I feel good about changing myself
and May be, just May be I pretend to be happy here.

I look different, but somehow somewhere I feel the same.
Everything is still changing & everyone is still breathing,
the loneliness remains inside me forever.

Forgiveness does not change the past, but it does enlarge the future.

As I look into your eyes

I see the pain and hurt I have given you

You seek the pain because of the trust u have on me

I'm sorry for the times you have cried,

And the loneliness you felt inside

I am sorry that I walked into your life, gave you hope and not fulfilled your dreams.

Can you please give me a fresh start?

I wanna try and cure your wounded heart

I realize I said things which are hard to forget, its true

I love you forever till my last breathe

you will forever be in my life

because you are my sister for life

I promise I will not do the things which make you sad

I am SORRY, please have a look at me, I am waiting for you!